[Her hands fist, her nails digging into her palm.]
"Didn't get along" is an understatement. I had barely been at the dorm for a couple of weeks. I was at future is now when the graying started... I was wearing Bad End clothes most of the time, too. That's probably way it affected me so much. After I started losing color and memories, I went back to Taisho to try to get along and do unit things, since people said that was supposed to help... and ended up in awful arguments with half of them, and ended up just storming out more upset than when I started.
...Meanwhile, my boyfriends... A was turning gray too, but he plays along with AlcheME's image all the time anyway, so he didn't see what my problem was. And of course Joker ran off without even talking to me to try to summon a demon and ended up making a deal to get possessed by Asmodeus. So he showed back up and just told me to just stick with my image and he'd do what needed to be done and everything would be okay, and that kind of thing. And then he ran the trial, obviously. Part of the reason Taisho didn't die in the trial is that I caused "conflict" by... destroying him emotionally. And then, for the first time ever, my unitmates were actually considerate and grateful to me.
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"Didn't get along" is an understatement. I had barely been at the dorm for a couple of weeks. I was at future is now when the graying started... I was wearing Bad End clothes most of the time, too. That's probably way it affected me so much. After I started losing color and memories, I went back to Taisho to try to get along and do unit things, since people said that was supposed to help... and ended up in awful arguments with half of them, and ended up just storming out more upset than when I started.
...Meanwhile, my boyfriends... A was turning gray too, but he plays along with AlcheME's image all the time anyway, so he didn't see what my problem was. And of course Joker ran off without even talking to me to try to summon a demon and ended up making a deal to get possessed by Asmodeus. So he showed back up and just told me to just stick with my image and he'd do what needed to be done and everything would be okay, and that kind of thing. And then he ran the trial, obviously. Part of the reason Taisho didn't die in the trial is that I caused "conflict" by... destroying him emotionally. And then, for the first time ever, my unitmates were actually considerate and grateful to me.
[...]
It was probably... the worst time I've ever had.