It is a little... weird. I've been dating them for way longer than I haven't, at this point, if we're just counting time here. But maybe that's a good reason to start to figure things out better for myself...
Honestly... I didn't really wanna say anything before, but I've been kinda thinking for a while there's too many problems between all of you to be obligated to each other, I guess.
I mean, as much as I don't like him, Intensity seems to make you really happy...? So maybe pursue that more instead, when you feel like you're ready to try that jazz again.
Gonna be real with you A seems to have a ton of crazy going on. I dunno Joker, though, so I can only go off the stuff you told me there.
...A's had a rough time with his life. We're similar, in some ways... mostly, neither of us really had people we were close to, and don't really... know how to. So it was comfortable to be with him. That live was... the memory affected him a lot.
Um. I wasn't actually planning to stop pursuing anything with Intensity, though. Things... are still going really well with him. He's just never going to actually call it officially dating.
...I am happy. For now, definitely. I'm still more confident in his feelings for me than I ever was about Joker or A... and it's really only been a couple of months, and I barely even knew who I was for some of that, so... it's fine to take our time like this, and see how things end up without calling it anything.
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It is a little... weird. I've been dating them for way longer than I haven't, at this point, if we're just counting time here. But maybe that's a good reason to start to figure things out better for myself...
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I mean, as much as I don't like him, Intensity seems to make you really happy...? So maybe pursue that more instead, when you feel like you're ready to try that jazz again.
Gonna be real with you A seems to have a ton of crazy going on. I dunno Joker, though, so I can only go off the stuff you told me there.
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Um. I wasn't actually planning to stop pursuing anything with Intensity, though. Things... are still going really well with him. He's just never going to actually call it officially dating.
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That's good, then. And I guess there's nothing wrong with taking a "wait and see" sort of approach... I guess that's about where I'm at, too.
Though uh, way more uncertain in the feelings department than you are. I guess.
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Ah, yeah. Things've been going okay for a while now but-- the game really helped, I think.
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...Do you want to talk about it...?
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Me and Nemesis are, uh. Something. Casual, I guess.
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Well... I hope so. I got really lucky, I think... and uh. I really care about her, I guess.
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You guess?
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[ pauses a moment before finishing up her hair. ]
She's... really something. I'm honestly just surprised that-- after everything with the monster game, she was even interested in talking to me...
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...Well, I killed Intensity in the monster game myself, so...
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So, I dunno. Pretty sure she's just got real bad taste.
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...On the other hand, I didn't really know Doodleman or Aradia before I killed them, and here I am now. I don't think you can say it's bad taste.
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Oh, MOST of Zrael counts as bad taste, I think.
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[ pats her back. ]
All done with your hair.
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[she pulls her braid around her shoulder to look at it]
I'm sure Nemesis thinks the same things about you.
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