IMEEJI INBOX

[rollplayinghouse]

Comments

[rollplayinghouse]

Maki: So you just took the punishment, then? In the first round?

[liftoft]

☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽:Yeah...
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽:I actually got mail makin fun if me for it
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽:But


☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽:The odds were better that Id get what I was after that way.

[rollplayinghouse]

Maki: That's fair.
Maki: Do you regret making that choice?

[liftoft]

☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: No way!
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: I mean it turned out it was unnecessary cause AlcheME won ☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: but I cared a lot more about gettin what I wanted over not dyin
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: And either way, regrettin it would just be a waste of time. If I didnt like how I handled it, then that means I just gotta prepare better for next time!

[rollplayinghouse]

Maki: But you still find it hard to talk about?

[liftoft]

☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽:Well... Yeah...

[rollplayinghouse]

Maki: Why?

[liftoft]

☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: Heh
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: Like I said, I had just finished sayin I was gonna fight for AlcheME and reach the end no matter what
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: And its still my win cause the most important part is that I got the end result that reall mattered
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: But its still frickin embarrassin to say somethin like that and immediately have it go wrong!
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: Like
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: IMMEDIATELY



☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: And to be so totally overpowered. I made it work! Just...

[rollplayinghouse]

Maki: So you're just embarrassed?
Maki: Maybe you and A do actually have a lot in common.

[liftoft]

☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: Not JUST that
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: Listen, maybe youre gonna get mad about me saying it again but
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: BEING A HERO MEANS NOT GIVING UP
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: and I didnt give up!!
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: Thats why bein a hero works so well at protectin me
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: Like I said, I dont regret it. Cause its still my win! Cause I accomplished the goal!!!!
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: But I still said I was gonna do something
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: And then


☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: didnt do it






☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: Couldnt do it

[rollplayinghouse]

Maki: Do you think you should have been able to beat him?

[liftoft]

☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: Maybe. But like I said...
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: I was totally out matched.

[rollplayinghouse]

Maki: That happens sometimes.

[liftoft]

☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: You dont gotta fix it for me, harumaki
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: I thought you were makin sure I was a person enough to feel stuff like that, right?
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: Now its like youre tryin to talk me out of it you know?
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: Lol

[rollplayinghouse]

Maki: I'm not trying to talk you out of it.
Maki: I'm trying to tell you it's a normal feeling and you don't have to hide it.

[liftoft]

☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽:whats the problem if I wanna hide it though?
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽:Its not like it hurts anybody if I dont go around announcin when Im embarrassed or something

[rollplayinghouse]

Maki: You can't see how it might hurt you?

[liftoft]

☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽:Im pretty good!
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽:but its really nice of you to worry about it

[rollplayinghouse]

Maki: If you say so.

[liftoft]

☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽:you dont believe me?

[rollplayinghouse]

Maki: I'm not sure I believe anyone here is really doing "pretty good."

[liftoft]

☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: Ha
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: Okay thats fair

[rollplayinghouse]

Maki: Anyway.
Maki: We really don't have to talk about things now.
Maki: But... I hope you feel like you can.

[liftoft]

☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: Sure
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: I hope you got whatever it was you wanted outta this, you know?
☾LUMIN✩RY☄OF☄THE☄ST✩RS☽: I still dont really get it, but I always wanna help you out!

[rollplayinghouse]

Maki: And I want to help you, too.
Maki: Have fun on your date. For real.