That's true. I try to talk to Silk separately, though. She doesn't have a lot of off-unit friends, I think, and I want our friendship to be... its own thing.
[she braids pretty tightly, but tries not to pull too much on her hair]
Yeah. I mean, they can also be pretty friendly, but in some ways that doesn't help them. People have definitely hit them specifically because they will just take it and not retaliate... At least I doubt you'll have that problem.
I don't think we've ever specifically gone after them for anything... not since I got here anyway. Though that was cuz we pretty much only hit avante in the monster game I think...
Yeah. I broke up with both him and Joker, actually. Not... in a way where I'm angry and don't want to be with them anymore, just... I was really overwhelmed by things, and I feel like being in an official relationship was hurting us more than helping. And we really did rush into things to start with... So I wanted to step back a bit. They both seemed to understand.
It is a little... weird. I've been dating them for way longer than I haven't, at this point, if we're just counting time here. But maybe that's a good reason to start to figure things out better for myself...
Honestly... I didn't really wanna say anything before, but I've been kinda thinking for a while there's too many problems between all of you to be obligated to each other, I guess.
I mean, as much as I don't like him, Intensity seems to make you really happy...? So maybe pursue that more instead, when you feel like you're ready to try that jazz again.
Gonna be real with you A seems to have a ton of crazy going on. I dunno Joker, though, so I can only go off the stuff you told me there.
...A's had a rough time with his life. We're similar, in some ways... mostly, neither of us really had people we were close to, and don't really... know how to. So it was comfortable to be with him. That live was... the memory affected him a lot.
Um. I wasn't actually planning to stop pursuing anything with Intensity, though. Things... are still going really well with him. He's just never going to actually call it officially dating.
...I am happy. For now, definitely. I'm still more confident in his feelings for me than I ever was about Joker or A... and it's really only been a couple of months, and I barely even knew who I was for some of that, so... it's fine to take our time like this, and see how things end up without calling it anything.
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[she braids pretty tightly, but tries not to pull too much on her hair]
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Dunno what to think of that unit, for the most part. None of em really catch my eye in a major way like some other people do.
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[ shrugs a little ]
You almost done?
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[She had in fact gotten slightly distracted from braiding, but she finishes up and then ties it with one of her ribbons]
There.
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[ floats up around behind her to get started. ]
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[she visibly tries to relax]
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So... did you wanna talk about what that was all about? Or is it time for quiet movie watching.
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I think you did the right thing. In the long run, I mean.
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It is a little... weird. I've been dating them for way longer than I haven't, at this point, if we're just counting time here. But maybe that's a good reason to start to figure things out better for myself...
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I mean, as much as I don't like him, Intensity seems to make you really happy...? So maybe pursue that more instead, when you feel like you're ready to try that jazz again.
Gonna be real with you A seems to have a ton of crazy going on. I dunno Joker, though, so I can only go off the stuff you told me there.
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Um. I wasn't actually planning to stop pursuing anything with Intensity, though. Things... are still going really well with him. He's just never going to actually call it officially dating.
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That's good, then. And I guess there's nothing wrong with taking a "wait and see" sort of approach... I guess that's about where I'm at, too.
Though uh, way more uncertain in the feelings department than you are. I guess.
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