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[bluescreenwhitedragon]

[Makes no indication if she is hot, cold, right or wrong]

[rollplayinghouse]

[that means she's right]

Well, it's not like I didn't guess you'd be already. You're possessive even when I just like someone else and aren't even doing anything.

...But, you once told me to be more unreasonable, didn't you...? To get you to act how I wanted.

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

Is this was that is?

You aren't doing anything?

[rollplayinghouse]

...No, I'm definitely doing something now.

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[bluescreenwhitedragon]

[He laughs.

And laughs and laughs and laughs and laughs and laughs and laughs and laughs and laughs---]

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

What did you ask me before? "What would you do without me?"

[rollplayinghouse]

[slightly concerning]

...King isn't a replacement for you.

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

I'm sure you told A the same thing.

[rollplayinghouse]

[blinks]

You're really actually worried about it...

Do you think I'd let you go that easily?

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

I'll break all your fingers if you try to keep me somewhere I don't want to be.

[rollplayinghouse]

[. . .

This is not how she expected this to go]

Then let me ask you a question. Can you do the same thing the other way around...?

Tell me how I feel about you and King. Is he a replacement for me?

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

[Surprise. His default state is actually asshole. There’s a reason Req and Doodles don’t want him in the dorm]

I thought you weren’t a jealous person, Maki.

[rollplayinghouse]

That's what I told you. Do you think that's wrong? Or, if I'm not jealous, what do I think?

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

I think that you can't stand to be alone. Otherwise why would you take a new person home every time I'm upset at you?

[rollplayinghouse]

...I don't do that. And either way, that's not an answer to my question. What do I think about you and King?

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

Don't know. Don't care.

I don't make it my business to try to sort out you and your million feelings.

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[rollplayinghouse]

[sighs]

I'll just tell you, then.

I don't have any idea what you have with King. It frustrates me that you don't tell me anything. But, I'm still glad there's someone else you care about who can be there for you, at least a bit.

And, as far as our relationship goes, ultimately it doesn't matter much what you have with him. Because you've been there for me in the worst times. You've stayed with me, even when I've hurt you, because you wanted to. You told me I was your equal and I could l do what I wanted, even without you. I've seen parts of you, and you've revealed parts of me, that no one else has. You can't even compare it to me and A, or me and Joker. You can't compare it to X, or Mars, or anyone else... it's stupid to even suggest it. And you can't compare it with King, either.

[rollplayinghouse]

...I love you. I may not really know what love is, but when I think about you, and what you've done for me, and how I feel when we're together, and how much more I want to do with you... that's the only word I can use to describe it. And I have so much more that I want to show you I can do.

[rollplayinghouse]

I'm not going to run off with King without you.

I'm also not going to let you get away with avoiding being where you want to be because admitting to wanting something you're not sure of having scares you. I told you you could join us, and you stood us up. If you pull that again, next time I'll just drag you there.

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

[See. He was right. That's--- that sure is a million feelings right there. Hope you weren't waiting for him to guess that, Maki. 0% chance of correctness.




His expression starts to lose it's crazed edge.

Well, up until that last bit anyway]

I'm not fucking scared. And you know how I fucking feel about going into the ZRAEL dorm.

So don't fucking presume to know what I want. That whole fiasco was just a spectacle of you doing what you want.

[rollplayinghouse]

I can't do what you want if you lie about what that is. And I know how you feel about me lecturing you. So yes, I just did what I wanted.

And I don't know how you feel about going into ZRAEL. At least, I don't understand why you have such a big problem with it. They've all told me it's fine if I bring you there sometimes, you know.

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

[Dryly:]

So you've told me.

That doesn't change the fact that I don't want to go there.

[rollplayinghouse]

I didn't know you felt that strongly about it.

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

Well. Now you know.

[rollplayinghouse]

Well, I wasn't inviting you there to spite you. I like having you in my room. It makes me feel more like it's... mine.

And... more like you're mine.